I have so many thoughts running though my head lately. It has been a rough holiday. My grandma past away very suddenly on December 14th. She died of a heart attack at 87. Christmas was no good but I got though it because of the girls. I wanted them to have a wonderful Christmas and they did. They were surely spoiled which they deserved to be. I am glad that Christmas and New Year is over. I am ready for this year to begin.
I am going to try many things this year.
I want to be a better mom.
I want to spend more time with my kids.
I am going to be back into shape. That is not a New Year's Resolution - it is just something I need to do. I was doing great until Thanksgiving and then I ate whatever i wanted and didnt work out. I felt the weight pile on this weekend and that is going to change starting tomorrow.
I want to find a new career. I hate my job and I hate that I cannot do something better with my life. I cannot sit behind a desk for the rest of my life. I will be 30 in less than 2 years and I need something to show for that professionaly.
I am hoping that this year and this decade will be better for me and everyone out there. It just needs to be. The past year has not been good for most.
I am also hoping that maybe starting this blog will help me be a better person all around. It will be good for me to get my thoughts out there. Who know what this could lead to??!!??!?!?!??!?!?!?
